When You Can't 'Just Be Friends' With Your Ex

"body">makes you feel bad if you will not comply with your
So you've finally found the courage to finish withpartner's seemingly humble request to be friends.
your partner, driven to it by the knowledge that heWhat he actually wants is confirmation that he still
has treated you badly for too long. Finally youhas some power over you. Behind his protestations
understand that it's never going to work out, he'sof friendship it is not hard to read the subtext of
never going to give you the acknowledgement youfury and frustration. If you were to meet up with
want and need.him again over a cup of coffee he might be nice to
All of a sudden, he sees you, and his behaviour, in ayou. He might play the lovesick swain, or the
different light. Can't you at least be friends and seewronged friend or suitor, or he might revert to
what can come out of the situation?abusive type again, even before his coffee went
When you have worked with abused women forcold.
some time as I have, it is easy to be clear, andHe would, at the very least, see that his persistence
clever, about their situation. When you're standing onhad paid off and he would push for more contact
the sideline it's easy to see the big, ugly picture andand another meeting. Things would rapidly move into
to feel detached compassion.a downward spiral for her, a reassuring sense of his
Abusive men generally respond to the news thatpower for him.
they have been dumped in certain ways. TheseLeaving an abusive man is never easy. Women are
include:most at risk when the relationship breaks down.
· Declarations of undying love. Suddenly yourIt's easy to see why you could argue that throwing
abuser 'morphs' into a lovesick swain (or swine). Justan abusive man the sop of friendship might keep his
give him one more chance and he will be youranger in check. Naturally, he hates being ignored. But
perfect lover - for the next few days or weeksit remains the safest course of action.
anyway, until old patterns win out.Every week I hear from women who want to 'be
· Abject apology. He could have, shouldfriends' with their abusive ex. What they are actually
have, would have done better if only he had realized.saying is code for wanting to have some kind of
(So, why, oh why, would you want to go back torelationship with him that makes them feel good
someone who was so insensitive to your feelings?about themselves.
And yet we do.)So here is the bald, ugly fact: when your relationship
· The desire to be your friend.with someone who made you feel bad about
· Threats and violence. Usually when he seesyourself ends, changing the name of the relationship
that the other behaviours aren't working.and continuing won't leave you feeling any better
Whether or not your ex indulges in the declarationsabout yourself.
of undying love, he will probably be at his mostA friend of mine used to talk about: "same old sh*t,
apologetic now. He's finally realized what an amazingdifferent wrapper". As far as friendship with an
person you are (and isn't that music to your ears?).abusive ex-partner goes, she wasn't far off the
So you can at least be friends, cant you? Youmark. The only thing is, under the guise of friendship
probably want to. After all, it's better than severing allyou will be exposing yourself to even greater risk
contact with someone you once loved, isn't it?than you were before.
But here's the thing: you weren't friends in the firstWhen you decide to leave an abusive relationship you
place.have only two choices: you can move on or you can
The friendship ploy is one that abusive men usego down. One thing above all others you must have
frequently, without any sense of irony. If we acceptlearned in your abusive relationship; there is no hope
the dictionary definition of a friend as 'a person withof compromise. The only compromise that was ever
whom one enjoys mutual affection and regard' thenmade was made by you.
an abusive relationship offers no foundation forYou have a choice: would you rather 'be friends' with
friendship. And yet we are taught from an early ageyour ex, or have a life and a future? Rest assured,
not to turn away the hand of friendship.you can't have both.
Of course there are strings attached. Of course he