When the Abuse is Behind Closed Doors

Not all relationships are full of love or even trying tothat part. But, you make no progress in making
fix the relationship. How many couples out there arechanges to better the situation for yourself. You
out in public with smiles on and speaking with onecontinue to go through your many travels in life with
another and when you are at home, you barely looka smile on your face when there is pain in your heart.
at each other? There's abusive speech, shoving,In between your feelings of distress, your mate
pushing, lying, cheating and sneaking around to namegives you a shine of light here and there. You hold
only a few.out thinking maybe there's hope when really your
We naturally because of our human pride and nottwo hearts no longer match.
wanting people to pry know how to hide grief on ourYou can't seem to let go of those thoughts of
faces. Outside people can't see the sadness thatyesterday when you were happy to be in love. You
exists behind those eyes. Others cannot see howwere happy to be with that person. Now the sound
mentally and physically drained you are. It is soof your voice is irritating and so is theirs to you. You
unfortunate that you won't talk or seek help. Actuallywonder does the word, I do, mean I won't love you
you shun help and avoid talking. Even making thoseor I won't try. You are looking for an answer still
you may choose to speak with swear to secrecy.without talking it out with anyone. All your thoughts
This has been proven to alter moods, bring up feelingand inner feelings are still kept built up inside only
of distress and anger. This is continually watered byshared by you.
hurtful continued talk, and the biggest is the lines ofThe problem is this is a form of abuse and we have
communication are terminated.to know the signs. This occurs when the dominate
This often leads to depression. Long periods ofone in the relationship, through emotional or physical
unhappiness, losing interest, not able to cope inabuse creates feeling of fear or alter the way you
situations you used to handle, feelings of restless andwould normally have lived your life. Trust your gut
agitated and even difficulty getting to sleep orfeeling, if you think you are, then know you are!
sleeping to much.What do you do? Seek Help!! I can't express the
Some are left to wonder, is it time to move on.importance of finding someone to take some of your
They learn their lives have changed. Their matesload off. Someone to help sort your feelings out and
partners wants and needs only suit themselves. Theycan assist with getting you the help you need. Go to
see it's not their love nor help their mate want oryour place of worship and tell someone.
cares for. Those dreams of love are only left as aHere is a website that asks thought provoking
dream. The inspiration of wanting to go places withquestions to ask yourself if you are being abused.
this person, they thought only the two of themwhy not just take a chance and see how you would
shared has all but disseminated. The main key in theiranswer any of these questions.
relationship seems lost.Philadelphia and other states has organizations willing
You look in the mirror and that once vivacious faceto help, here are some links from Philadelphia. Please
now has a build up of pain. There is little laughter andfind you state and they have the same help. There
many days and nights of pain. You cry as you prayare many excellent organizations with caring and
for relief. You think to yourself if you could rewriteunderstanding people waiting to help counsel
the script of your life you definitely would take outindividuals and or couples.