Emotional Abuse, Verbal Abuse, Anger - Focus on Healing

Anger and abuse in relationships are about blame: "Icouch potato, womanizer, or obsessive about sports
feel bad, and it's your fault." Even when resentful,or some other activity. He tries to deal with his
angry, or emotionally abusive people recognize theirinadequacy about relationships by simply by not
behavior, they are likely to blame it on their partners:trying - no attempt means no failure.
"You push my buttons," or, "I might haveBoth stonewalling and disengaging tactics can make
overreacted, but I'm human, and look what you did!"you feel:o Unseen and unheardo Unattractiveo Like
Angry and abusive partners tend to be anxious byyou don't counto Like a single parent
temperament. From the time they were youngWhat All Forms of Abuse Have in Common
children, they've had a consistent sense of dreadWhether overt or silent, all forms of abuse result
that things will go badly and they will fail to cope.from failures of compassion; he/she stops caring
They try to control their environment to avoidabout how you feel. Compassion is the lifeblood of
terrible feelings of failure and inadequacy.marriage; failure of compassion is its heart disease.
The strategy of trying to control others fails even ifIt would be less hurtful if your partner never cared
they are powerful, for the simple reason that theabout how you felt. But when you were falling in
primary cause of their anxiety is within them, not inlove, he/she cared a great deal. So now it feels like
their environment. It springs from one of twobetrayal when he or she doesn't care or try to
sources: a heavy dread of failure or fear of harm,understand. That's not the person you married. Failure
isolation, and deprivation.of compassion can feel like abuse.
The Silent AbuserHarmful Adaptations to Anger and Abuse: Walking on
Not all emotional abuse involves shouting or criticism.Eggshells
More common forms are "disengaging" - theThe most insidious aspect of abuse is not the
distracted or preoccupied spouse - or "stonewalling" -obvious nervous reactions to shouting, name-calling,
the spouse who refuses to accept anyone else'scriticism or other demeaning behavior. It's the
perspective.adaptations you make to try to prevent those painful
While verbal abuse and other forms of emotionalepisodes. You walk on eggshells to keep the peace
abuse can be roughly equal between men andor a semblance of connection.
women, stonewallers are almost exclusively male.Women are especially vulnerable to the negative
Biology and social conditioning make it is easier foreffects of walking on eggshells due to their greater
men to turn off emotions. The corpus callosum - thevulnerability to anxiety. Many brave women engage in
part of the brain that connects its two hemispheresconstant self-editing and self-criticism to keep from
is smaller in men, making it easier for them to shut"pushing his buttons." Emotionally abused women can
out information from the emotionally-oriented rightsecond guess themselves so much that they feel as
hemisphere. On top of that slight biological difference,though they have lost themselves in a deep hole.
social conditioning promotes the analytical,Recovery from walking on eggshells requires
unemotional male on the one hand or the strongremoving focus from repair of your relationship and
silent type on the other.your partner and placing it squarely on your personal
The partner who stonewalls may not overtly put youhealing. The good news is that the most powerful
down. Nevertheless, he punishes you for disagreeingform of healing comes from within you. You can
with him by refusing even to think about yourdraw on your great inner resources by reintegrating
perspective. If he listens at all, he does soyour deepest values into your everyday sense of
dismissively or impatiently.self. This will make you feel more valuable, confident,
The disengaging husband says, "Do whatever youand powerful, regardless of what your partner does.
want, just leave me alone." He is often a workaholic,