| "I want to leave but I'm on the fence. My heart says | | | | you say, "That's it, no more!" And your decision is |
| one thing and my head says another. How do I make | | | | made. Even though it looks like it happened in the |
| the decision to go?" | | | | moment, it was growing over time through an |
| I hear this over and over and over, again and again. | | | | accumulation of life experience in the abusive |
| My answer to this inquiry is: the decision makes itself. | | | | relationship. |
| I liken it to the way a tie-dye t-shirt turns YELLOW. | | | | Trust your answer will come, and know it is within! |
| Each time you dip it into the yellow dye it takes on | | | | And once it comes, it will be as bright and clear as |
| some of the color and then when you put it in the | | | | YELLOW. |
| sun to dry, it fades a bit. | | | | When your decision speaks to you from this kind of |
| Do this over and over, and each time your t-shirt is | | | | clarity, you will be mobilized with the readiness |
| more and more yellow after it dries. | | | | necessary to meet the challenges that come with |
| Then one day it reaches a threshold and even | | | | your decision. So rather than stew in the |
| putting it in the sun doesn't draw out its color. It is | | | | indecisiveness, go deeper within where the |
| YELLOW! | | | | accumulation of life experience will show itself in all its |
| In the same way, one day you reach a threshold and | | | | clarity. |